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Ephemeral Delusion

Wednesday, April 30, 2008, 9:12 PM

"Chilling" in the Library.

And yes, I literately meant being freeze. The Oxford Dictionary says,

chill

• noun 1. an unpleasant feeling of coldness. 2. a feverish cold.

• verb 1. make cold. 2. horrify or frighten. 3. (usu. chill out) informal calm down and relax.

• adjective chilly.

The weather has been pretty erratic these days, sometimes it rains too frequently that I had to wrap myself up in a cocoon at night; other these nights would be so humid that i just had to lie streak naked on the bed watching our almost lifeless 3 winged buddy spin round and round. I would think to myself 'hey this old friend aint doing his job!'. Or rather her job. Whatever.

In the midst of finals. Meanwhile here's something I came across which amused me much.

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Friday, April 18, 2008, 6:50 PM

Loserrr.

I'm waiting for my magic to happen.

No, wait.

I'm the magic; I'd make things happen.

I'd stay away from you, if you can stay away from me.

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Tuesday, April 15, 2008, 2:40 AM

Acesulfame-K makes me happy, for now.

As my eyes dilate, this full moon pill got me out on the street at night.

Ive been mugging my ass off for these couple of weeks, chemistry makes the bulk of my diet now. It dint occurred to me how deprived I'm from a decent novel. How i wish the professors will give more assignments to even out the finals weightage. Placing such a heavy bet (70%) on one theory paper seemed ridiculous.

It could be Singaporean 'kaisu' culture, but again what i found out on those late, head-throbbing nights never fails to give me a scare. It seemed a trend that students dont really bother finding out answers for assignments themselves. They'd rather be spoon-fed by the world on Yahoo Answers or some science related forums. Utter shame I say. Waiting patiently behind the screen for the world to give the correct answers defeats the purpose of doing assignments altogether. Why be so bothered by whats the model answers and about getting full marks? I say its more enjoyable to have to go through the whole process of researching, reading and finally deciding what to put down in your report.

I'm flying off to Cambodia on the 20th May for 3 weeks; and of course waiting for USD to drop further. I really hope my period wont come knocking on those 3 weeks. Really. Meanwhile, let my favourite band take over Acesulfame-K's job.

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Saturday, April 12, 2008, 10:25 AM

Chewing Pics

Oh yes. And guess what I've found on myspace, Naima is now in a band! She is the vocalist, while the other 2 guys do the basses, drum and stuffs. It didn't occured to me that she does sing, I reckon its probably the pressure that her family's music background that propelled her to doing so. Well go to their myspace and listen to the demos, and judge it for yourself whether this band can actually survive.

Here's a little abstract of what they wrote about themselves:
The Chewing Pics band was formed in the last months of year 2007. While band mates and long time compadres Ernestos D’Amaso and Elias Diaz have been making music together since the turn of the century, it wasn’t until singer Naima Mora joined in on the mishap that their music began to take solid shape. Drummer Elias happened to take notice of the singer’s unique melodic voice and tremulous screaming and asked if she’d be interested in writing some lyrics for several of the then duo’s tracks. It stuck. Very long hours and several months later, Chewing Pics has developed a very distinct repertoire. In their self titled studio “The Living Room” , the band began by seeding the idea of intertwining improvisational Jamming with already constructed layouts to come to what some audience members have described as a musical “journey”. The trio has developed an effect driven sound of laden colors that mash up against drum and bass and on top of that adding some real rock here and there. It all comes together in the band’s first EP “TARANTULA” where the music flows in and out of emotional crashes and highs. Chewing Pics and their music continues to blossom with each song they rock out, providing something worth listening to and art work that challenges the senses.

Looks like they have got exciting projects coming up. I love Naima, but on the lower tone, its probably best if she stick back to modelling. Yes really.

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Saturday, April 5, 2008, 6:44 PM

Pain is Pleasure Sometimes.

Someone has to die, in order for the rest to value life more.

This is called contrast.

My right jaw hurts like shit on Friday, and the doctor wasn't exactly a great help. She asked oblivious questions that even the dumbest dickhead can think of.

"Are you sleeping enough? Stress can cause your muscles to tense up.. (poke poke poke), ok no mass.., you better go see a dentist."

I've never liked hard things going into my mouth, it feels peculiar; as if my privacy and dignity is being compromised. And speaking in context to the goddamn doctor with a wooden stick stirring in my mouth, I sweared if it stayed in there a while longer I'd have punched her face.

The clinic also passed me the long overdue lab report results for my blood group test. Its type AB. AB sounds exciting; like an abbreviation for ABmormal, ABerrant, ABsurd. Well at least this doesnt show on the outside (I think). This aura probably is merely strong enough to tame my dogs and murder flies within my proximity.

I miss those days where I dont have to try so hard to be a girl. Make this deceptive evolutionary aura go away. Maybe I'd go see a dentist soon.

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Thursday, April 3, 2008, 11:48 PM

Act Two.

And when Virginia Woolf told Leonard, "you cannot find peace by avoiding life." Little did she remembered it was London that brought her down.

Its wonderful to wake up in the morning and feeling that sense of possibility, how it seems logical to chase the rainbow. We all look for this false sense of comfort; sheer fucking pride and stupidity make people ugly. It really makes me wonder why do they have to be so harsh on their word sometimes. Does cruelty shields insecurity? Or are they best of friends? Two seconds of fame is definitely not worth the eternal ink, crushcrushcrush.

So slow down, I'm not your friend.

Maybe one day I may escape; seeing how the fly managed to untangle itself from the spider web and runs off in a hurry, this is the secret unraveled. Lets not dip the rainbow in blood.

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