Ephemeral Delusion

Tuesday, February 24, 2009, 4:09 AM
Thus Spake

It is awfully amusing to see how some particular beings always try to challenge themselves to the impossible. In contrary to the agony of me wanting to correct the grammar-language of the letter, correspondence of this genre often leaves me fuming. It is the guts of these people that threaten the existence of mankind, and they really ought to be exiled. Surprisingly, it might seem apparent that they are merely taking a breeze of the flowers and never a sniff, it is perhaps more thrilling for them to fulfil their little unnamed fetish to admire yet never (be able to) buy the flowers back.

Maybe it is too expensive for them? It must be so. This being just couldn’t understand after all. If you call the belly-dancer a gypsy woman, perhaps, I could give it a shot. She can swallow knives, she can swallow lives; those gold and black stare, brought the night of your demise.

It might sound odd, but I do feel like a complete idiot holding a bouquet of roses walking down the street sometime back. So much of an irony, it is not exaggerating at all to say that no girls would reject flowers, yet parading them outside (or rather being paraded) paroled too much of a humiliation for me. And worst of all is when those silly boys look at you with such adoring and excruciating, painfully teary puppy eyes; 'do you not like them?'

Yes I do, as a matter of fact, very much thank you.

Flowers or decoy bouquet aside, don’t you beings dare to even start preaching about values; you are probably just jealous. Don’t cry, it is part and parcel of life, and maybe remain happy as the duck that you are. You can try to feign ignorance, then perhaps the calamity before the catastrophe would be kind enough to grant you euthanasia before your guts get you.

"I can stay away from you, if you can stay away from me. "

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Give me, O indulgent fate!
Give me yet, before I die,
A sweet, but absolute retreat
'Mongst paths so lost, and trees so high,
That the world may ne'er invade
Through such windings and such shade
My unshaken liberty.



Anne Finch,
Countess of Winchilsea




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Thursday, February 19, 2009, 8:06 PM
Thus spoke,

What, if some day or night a demon were to steal after you into your loneliest loneliness and say to you: 'This life as you now live it and have lived it, you will have to live once more and innumerable times more' ... Would you not throw yourself down and gnash your teeth and curse the demon who spoke thus? Or have you once experienced a tremendous moment when you would have answered him: 'You are a god and never have I heard anything more divine.'




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Sunday, February 1, 2009, 6:36 PM
I need to go back to pre-school.

Kudos to Mr Blackstone, no one realized (or perhaps bothered to correct me) my mistake for the word DELLUSION, which had a extra "L" word in it. This is so embarrassing, spelling errors simply gross me out. To think that when he pointed the mistake to me I still got the cheek to rebut "that's the beauty of imperfection!". Tsk, all these time I was proud I dint have to attend QET lessons, probably I'm the one that really needed it.

On a lighter tone, I really like this line though,

"This delusion takes what illusion gives, whats the use of make believe?"

I'm not a self-proclaimed alter-ego being, although it is relatively easy to push blames to it sometimes. On going 21 I figured out the other day I should start learning to take charge of life and emotions. Occasionally it is the nonchalance which surprise me; other times its the ocean; that spurt of emotions which hit me like a cruel wave, overturning everything in its way. That flaying pain, inexplicable. I thought I could write it better than you can ever felt it.

I figured out as well standing at a 3rd person's point of view will allow me see clearer, better. No wonder they say we all have feelings, but doesnt mean we have to act on them. 'til you figure out what you want, there is no point wasting time.

Sure we do.




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