Ephemeral Delusion

Saturday, April 5, 2008, 6:44 PM
Pain is Pleasure Sometimes.

Someone has to die, in order for the rest to value life more.

This is called contrast.

My right jaw hurts like shit on Friday, and the doctor wasn't exactly a great help. She asked oblivious questions that even the dumbest dickhead can think of.

"Are you sleeping enough? Stress can cause your muscles to tense up.. (poke poke poke), ok no mass.., you better go see a dentist."

I've never liked hard things going into my mouth, it feels peculiar; as if my privacy and dignity is being compromised. And speaking in context to the goddamn doctor with a wooden stick stirring in my mouth, I sweared if it stayed in there a while longer I'd have punched her face.

The clinic also passed me the long overdue lab report results for my blood group test. Its type AB. AB sounds exciting; like an abbreviation for ABmormal, ABerrant, ABsurd. Well at least this doesnt show on the outside (I think). This aura probably is merely strong enough to tame my dogs and murder flies within my proximity.

I miss those days where I dont have to try so hard to be a girl. Make this deceptive evolutionary aura go away. Maybe I'd go see a dentist soon.




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