There's a cockroach under the cabinet, but as usual I'm too much of a coward to
kill it. I learnt from my Singapore's natural heritage module that these common house cockroaches actually originated from America. So technically speaking their specific name is called Periplaneta americana. Do remember to say hello to those Americans next time you catch them around in your house!

I hate it when people make me cry, or rather I'm too much of a pussy at times; most of the time actually. Using secret vices to calm my senseless mind, no big deal you might say but hey, I've gotten trouble with the OSA once with this already. One more time and another thousand appeal letters wont be able to save me.

It always fun to listen to the birds sing in greek. They seems to be telling me,

'Πηγαίνετε τρελλοί!'

Yes it might just be all true. Blind enough not to take the best; dumb enough to swallow the wrong. These loud noises flod past me like the trains rattling in harmony out of the dark undertunnel; the image only gets bigger; from this tiny pin head portrait originally decivable as a scene, now no more of course; straight right into my face.

Be optimistic and tell me, it is the cool breeze that freshens you up! Or put me down more, tell me, force me, let me believe and accept, how much afraid I'm to admit me being much more of failure than I thought I am.

I think I should go sleep now, perhaps I can make it to the party tomorrow. Yes! Reality so be it.

3Months baby.

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