Ephemeral Delusion

Tuesday, August 12, 2008, 2:42 PM
Incredible. love.

Incredible; this is the word of the week. Strangely, lots of things seems to be happening this 2 weeks. Things that dont really fit into reality at all; it doesnt help even if I tilt it left or right, upside down do they still look distorted. Ugly break-ups, disgusting hook ups (that bitch must be too damn desperate), events and things that occurred are in a mess, so fast and in a mess, leaves my head in a trance. I really hope Ash did make the right decision; maybe what I did; that o' so scornful act inspired her.

How far will one go for love? Lying and hurting; the good kinds or even your parents; just because the selfish you started something out of convenience? Frankly speaking the armatures will reckon that to be the most important thing ever, far more over-taking monetary or whatsoever. Their grossly wrong I say, a platonic friendship is the most valuable of all. Dont burn all the bridges that you've built and regret it when he is gone. For me I had always been both right and wrong about things. Falling for the wrong ones and letting those "ain' right!" fall for you. It doesnt help if you wake up everyday and tell yourself whats right and what you must do; because I know, its merely a matter of letting who win- the logical one or the emotions sentimentally?

Advices does kill you sometimes, and people most of the time dont mean what they say. Maybe what I just said is biased, for not all girls share that same kind of "cursed" bliss like me; maybe I should just be an ordinary plain Jane one day and try to sympathize with them. After tasting how it feels to be rejected, that raw and tasteless- no, bitter and sour maybe?- then perhaps, I can learn why its so hard for those girls to live and love. Meanwhile let me figure out how do I solve this ridiculous riddle.




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