Ephemeral Delusion

Tuesday, October 7, 2008, 11:02 PM
&& when that passion flares again.

Its been a while since I got that feeling, and yes it sure feels good. Like an old elementary schoolgirl crush; it feels almost innocent and intriguing, something like you just want more and more, yet I know this is too overwhelming for me. Wont it be nice if I could just, this one day, come lay under the milky way together? It will all be wonderful, just wonderful.

Why don't we all drink; snort and get wasted? This is make things all so much easier. No hesitation, no obligations, no commitments and of course, that joy ride.

Oh well aside from that some update about my boring life. It was such misfortune that this one afternoon when Ali and I went to the library to mug, and there it was, the fire drill. Oh gawdamn it. When the librarians chose us out via the emergency exit (which I suspect the extremely excited staffs had been hiding and waiting for that 3.30 mark in their neon green vest), we ran down the stairs and out into the rain.

Yea that wasn't even the shitty part. Surprisingly we strolled through the carpark into the shelter whilst the others were almost dashing for their lives. Half drenched, we were looking for a seat to dry ourselves and calm our nerves, when i nearly slipped down the stairs twice. She was so helpful in grabbing me only after I regained balance. Perhaps no one noticed, it was more of our embarrassing laughter that caught their attention.

Lab was shitty too. You just have that luck to work with people you don't exactly, erm, enjoy working with. Its alright I guess. You take it in and breathe it out, and everything will be allllright. And not to mention that lecture. THAT EVENINGS LECTURE. The aircon wasnt on and it took 45minutes before someone finally said something. And the professor was like:

"I know, I'm sweating too, but i don't see any obvious controls around here.."

He went on a little hunt for the non apparent controller, yes I was cursing under my breathe what good had PhD actually done to someone. Finally he had the decency to call the office. It was only after like 20minutes when we could stop breathing each other's carbon dioxide.

Someone feed them melamine milk please.




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