Ephemeral Delusion

Sunday, February 1, 2009, 6:36 PM
I need to go back to pre-school.

Kudos to Mr Blackstone, no one realized (or perhaps bothered to correct me) my mistake for the word DELLUSION, which had a extra "L" word in it. This is so embarrassing, spelling errors simply gross me out. To think that when he pointed the mistake to me I still got the cheek to rebut "that's the beauty of imperfection!". Tsk, all these time I was proud I dint have to attend QET lessons, probably I'm the one that really needed it.

On a lighter tone, I really like this line though,

"This delusion takes what illusion gives, whats the use of make believe?"

I'm not a self-proclaimed alter-ego being, although it is relatively easy to push blames to it sometimes. On going 21 I figured out the other day I should start learning to take charge of life and emotions. Occasionally it is the nonchalance which surprise me; other times its the ocean; that spurt of emotions which hit me like a cruel wave, overturning everything in its way. That flaying pain, inexplicable. I thought I could write it better than you can ever felt it.

I figured out as well standing at a 3rd person's point of view will allow me see clearer, better. No wonder they say we all have feelings, but doesnt mean we have to act on them. 'til you figure out what you want, there is no point wasting time.

Sure we do.




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